what happened
I have been away from alomost two weeks already. And I feel disappionted in this kind life .What else should I choose in this kind life? I failed in the business. And am I one loser. I have tried my best to be brave enough. But now what should I do with all these things now? It is totally too hard for me to raise the new business. And I am one loser now. I can not give up. So I have to make up my mind for some new things I am looking forward to get another way of living. So that I can make up my new world which I am looking forward to get .What else should I choose in this kind life? I am listening to the music. However my heart is totally grey and feel I can not find any way to raise the new world of me .Which way should I go? I keep asking but the god would not answer and nobody would give me one answer. I do not have enough money and I feel horrible in my mind. There are so many mails I didn't reply and I can hardly find any way out of this strange circle. What should I do with all these things then?
This is the life always hard and full of the accident. Now I have to use my own power to fight against all these things so that one day I can reach the goal. Now I have stopped moving. But it is just one kind rest. For the rest of this year .I would make up my full time job so that I can raise one new kingdom. I would go back there with the honor and the true willing for the life .This is all that I want .Because I want to make the money to make the honour for me. This is why I can not say no to my life. And I am coming for one new world. i would never give up.